HAHA...!!!

><"....

so long time dint come back here...

haha...

just saw what i have written before...

zzz...

why i write these things oo??

so funny...><

about 2 years before...

i still so so so so so so "green"...

now i think i much more better lor...

but.........

my colleagues call me "Green Pepper" la...

ahahaha...

quite strange name lor...

"ah jiao" "qing jiao"...

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...><

hate this name...

hahaha...

don't what i want to say lor...

bye lor~

next time come back don't know when lor...

^o^...

lazy...

Monday...
a rainy day...
a new start for school again...
need to wake up early...
don't have the mood to school yet...
but i have no choice too...
now become upper six already...
why so fast??
lower six life i haven't enjoy enough...
upper six seen we need to be more serious...
more concentrate, work harder and harder...
who can teach me how to work harder??
a lazy worm still in my body...
who can help me from being eaten by the worm??
the holiday leave so fast...
not enough for me to rest, to sleep and to play...
but everyday in my holidays are sleep and play...
really useless and waste time...
i know but why i still do like that??
......
in the new class and new environment...
don't know can get a new "me" or not...
the burden of form six become heavier...
the lesson become more tough...
many lessons before still in confuse...
don't how to handle the new lesson anymore...
why others can handle i can't??
ya, right...
because i am too lazy...

nothing...

圣诞节的夜晚...
停电了...
缺少了电器的低吼声...
周围很静...
但...
我的思绪却在翻腾着...
虫鸣声...
狗吠声...
伴着我的思绪起起伏伏...
不知道自己在想什么...
也不知道自己在烦什么...
这感觉好熟悉...
孤单吧...
应该是...
感觉生命中缺少了一个魂魄...
朋友间的联系淡了...
还是...
我始终是一个人...
孤独的...

想了好久好久...
忘了时间在走着...
忘了睡意在吞噬着...
忘了周围被黑暗笼罩着...
终于...
想通了一个可以解释自己的方程式...
从朋友口中得知了一些事实...
我是一个爱玩爱闹不认真的男生...
没错...
我就是这样的...
或许我觉得至少大家都能开心吧...
说说笑笑的没必要那么严肃吧...
因为害怕孤独...
所以想引起大家的注意吧...
也许就是这样的我...
让大家看不起...
也称不上好朋友吧...

另一面的我...
是个很静很静的人...
就像这个夜晚一样...
常常一个人静静的坐在角落...
默不作声...
害怕与人来往...
因为不想受伤害吧...
害怕被排斥...
也是害怕孤独...
所以静吧...
也许是这样的我...
让大家觉得很难来往...
也称不上好朋友吧...

天秤座的我...
就真的害怕孤独吗...
也许吧...
败给孤独了...
朋友...
好难...
加油吧...